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I stopped indulging negative thoughts & negative comments.
I started taking more pictures of myself.
I started wearing clothes that I was always too scared to wear because of my body.
I dyed and styled my hair the way I wanted it, not the way anyone else thought I style it.
I generally just took more control over my image.
Me: “Table for 20 please?”
Waitress: “I’ll get that set up for you!”
……10 mins later……
Waitress: “Are your friends coming”
Me:”I honestly don’t know.”
Waitress: “Would you like to have a beer or something else to drink?”
Me: “I’m not 21…”
Waitress: “Do you wanna order your food now or wait?”
Me: “I’ll wait until they get here.”
…..Another ten minutes later….
Waitress: “So your friends…”
Me: “Can I have a table for one please?”
I always thought, what could be better than to love someone and be loved back? I finally found what it is to love yourself and not need anyone to love you back.




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